Death before death

Her eyes were bigger than usual,

The pain had  found its way out of her mind and her body.

Her emotions had eventually found a vent

A  thick red lava of agony had finally molten and was dripping down her tilted nose.

She had gone taller with the help of a rope and reached the roof,

Culminated her being, because she was aloof.

I was trying hard to find reasons, staring at her standing numb

She was not so weak, that she could so lucidly sccumb.

May be some people master the art to camouflage their tears behind their laughter.

The louder they laugh, deeper is the pain.

How could she so easily think that her life was vain.

Today when she is no more

I sit and think how day by day this beautiful relation was built

I have nothing left today, just remorse and guilt

I wish she had called just once

Cried loud and  poured her heart out

She was important, atleast for once i could have cleared her doubt.

I could never imagine her death to be so abrupt

That it would leave me devastated and emotionally bankrupt

Today a year down after her demise

I stand infront of her photo and think twice

I wish to shout and tell the world,

 Dont let depression enter your loved ones life and take a casual walk

If they are silent,  hug them with all your affection and please make them talk.

Understand the agony behind their silence and shower the blossoms of your supportive words and love

They might have been savaged, the wounds in their soul already might have profusely bled

Hold them close and take a pledge

 Dont let them die before they are actually dead.